(from "Buddhaloka", the Newsletter of the Buddhist Society of Victoria, July/August 1997 http://www.bsv.net.au)
Anatta (Non-self) and Kamma (Karma)
The Best Kept Secret in the Universe
by Ajahn Jagaro
The teaching on Anatta or non-self is one of the most fundamental aspects of Buddhism, and may be the most important feature which makes the Buddha's teaching quite unique. The other aspect of the teaching which is sometimes seen to be difficult to reconcile or explain, in terms of anatta, is the teaching of kamma or the law of kamma, which is the law of cause and results. The causes we create through our actions of body, speech and mind, and the consequences that arise from these actions. The law of kamma states that as we sow so shall we reap, and whatever kamma we shall do, we will be the heirs that inherit it. This to many people seems somewhat of a contradiction. On the one part we have the teaching of anatta, that there is no self or a personal permanent constant entity. So how can there be someone who inherits the results of what they do now?
So this evening I would like to speak on these two aspects of the teaching and also how they relate to each other, possibly illustrate how there is no contradiction at all. It is quite the opposite in fact, for to understand one it does require the other. Actually when the Buddha taught the teaching of anatta or non-self, it needed or required the law of kamma, the law of conditionality, and the law of dependent origination to fill in the gap.
The concept of anatta or non-self is of great importance in Buddha's teaching, and it is the one aspect of the teaching which is quite often found by newcomers to Buddhism, or even traditional Buddhists, to be very difficult to understand. Elusive, abstract and foreign. These terms could be used to describe how we react to this teaching when we hear it, and rightly so. There is nothing from our experience - the way we experience life, perceive life, think and communicate - which would give the secret away. It is the best kept secret in the universe. Only a Buddha or someone with the qualities and perfections of a Buddha could possibly penetrate this mystery or the secret without the guidance of another. That is why it is rare for a Buddha to arise in the world to penetrate this particular fundamental truth. It is so difficult because their are no hints. Even Sherlock Holmes could not have solved this one. It is completely contrary to what the appearance seems to indicate, and this is the teaching of non-self.
What the teaching says is, that within this human being, consisting of mind and body, or consisting of body and the mental attributes of feeling, perception, mental formations and consciousness, there is no permanent, personal entity which can be called a self or soul or ego. It does not sound right. Our experience seems to point back to someone in here, who is the experiencer, who owns "me" and "mine."
This is the appearance which seems real. Even when people develop high states of meditation, as they did before the Buddha in India, where there were many different systems of religious teachers, spiritual seekers with their own systems of training of the mind, who were very accomplished, they simply were stuck on this appearance of a permanent self. There was a centre to all this subjective experience. There was a self, a centre point. Someone in there who is experiencing. Therefore every teaching that came out of India seemed to revolve around this one form or another dealing with this atman or atta or self or ego. In Christianity we have the soul. So there are many different notions about this core which is the real me, and everything else are attributes of me - my things, my body, my thoughts or my feelings. The me was the root of all these. So the Buddha in his teaching has burst the bubble and realised for himself that there was really no self, no real point that was a centre, and there was no self as such, and taught the teaching of no-self. But non-self is not meaning nothing, no personality. Of course you are you, the person sitting there. There is a mind and body, there is a personality, but there is no permanent entity. No aspect of that which you take yourself to be, which is permanent, or personal in the sense of being independent. And I will elaborate on this.
What do we mean by what we call atta or self? What attributes should a self or soul have? A self or soul, if it is really you, should have, in order to have any significance or meaning so that it is really you, the following characteristics:
- It has to be independent; otherwise how could it be really you. If other things can make it change, how can it be really you? So it has to stand independently.
- If it is really yours, it must be completely in your power.
This is a reasonable definition of me, which must be fulfilled for me
to be real. If this 'me' does not fulfil this definition or does not
have these attributes, then it is a fantasy. An 'I' or soul or 'me'
dependent on other things, which changes dependent on other things,
cannot be much of a 'me'. How can it be mine if I cannot completely
control it? For example, consider an object which I possess like a
watch. You can speak about it and say that this is my watch. None of
you will disagree with that. It's my watch. That is the appearance in
conventional reality, but if you look more closely, is it true? Is it
really my watch in an absolute sense, other than in a conventionally
accepted sense or merely for normal usage? In an absolute sense, it is
not my watch, because I am going to lose it one day. Something will
happen to it or it will get stolen, or I will die and somebody will
inherit it. So in an absolute sense it is not mine, but something that
will be with me temporarily. It really belongs where it comes from -
the resources of the planet. Where will it go back - to the resources
of the planet, like the matter of the universe. That is where it comes
from and it will go back there. It is mine temporarily. So it is not
mine in an absolute sense.
Let us apply the same analogy to internal phenomena. That which is
closest to me, 'my body', and we find that in actual fact when you
apply this analysis, it is no different than the watch. As far as where
the body comes from and where it goes back to, it is the same as the
watch. Because of its changeability you can't say that it is mine. If
it is mine I would make it different to what it is. It does not behave
as I want it to, neither does your body behave as you want it to. You
would notice this when we apply the same standards. If it is mine, I
must have complete power to make it as I wish and I would wish
everything that is mine be just as I wanted always, and I would be
perfectly happy. Of course no one has ever been able to do that. But we
all try and we all feel tremendous frustration at our inability to
succeed.
So not mine are the emotional feelings, perceptions, mental formations,
thoughts, consciousness itself and the way the mental process operates.
We'll apply the same analysis and see whether you can make your
feelings as you want them to be and your thoughts to be as you want
them to be. How many times a day do you feel what you don't want to
feel, and remember what you don't want to remember, and think what you
don't want to think? Your consciousness may dwell on some state of mind
you do not want to have. The more you do not want to have, the more it
comes out. Is this I really yours? And what is it in there that is you?
What is it in this being that is sitting here 'you'? Am I the centre
'me' standing independently of everything else or is there anything
else? The Buddha said no, and he stated it in no confusing terms. He
stated very clearly - anatta, not self over and over again. Somebody
might try to reinterpret the teaching of the Buddha as if there is some
other self. In the Buddha's teaching there is no self to be found in
this mind and body, of any form or any shape either in it or out of it
anywhere. No self - full stop.
But this is not to be accepted through belief, but to be realised
through careful investigation. It is a well kept secret and only a mind
which is extraordinarily well trained and disciplined and also
knowledgeable can break through to this truth. The signs are not so
easy to read. The conditioning is so strong. However we are fortunate
that we have the seeds. The seeds are being planted in our minds
through the Buddha's teaching. You have heard the possibility, rather
than hearing over and over again that the real you is within you, the
soul - and after it dies it will go to heaven or hell. That is the real
self. You believe it whether you understand or not. Maybe actually
there is nobody there, nobody at home at all. So you can't forget that
now. So when your mind is strong enough, through the practice of
meditation, this inquiry will start. What is it that is me? What is it
that I take myself to be? Look with clarity and attention, and it is
possible to realise directly the teaching of non-self. The only time
that one can really understand is when you see it with insight. Until
then we can appreciate logically and intellectually, think about it,
but we cannot have that direct seeing. Until we have that direct seeing
we do not have right view. We cannot have the right view with regard to
the nature of the body and mind. So one needs to get this as a personal
subjective experience through insight. However it is sufficient for now
to dwell and point out what the Buddha taught about anatta.
There is no self in this body or in the mind process. I
stress the word
process because the body and the mind is not one lump of stationary
matter and stationary mental states. It is an ongoing process,
dynamically moving, changing always, and becoming something else, and
this is when we come to the other aspects of the teaching of the
Buddha. When there is no self how can this continue, how can it keep
going? What is there if there is no self, if there is no one there? How
does this function? Here the Buddha mentions the fundamental laws that
operate in the universe. They are not created by anybody. They are not
dependent on somebody's power. The existence of samsara implies these
laws. The laws imply samsara. This is what samsara is. These are the
laws that control it. These fundamental laws can be broken down into
several. The broadest one is the law of conditionality. Usually we say
that this is the law of cause and effect. This is not a good
terminology because it is much more complicated than that. It is the
law of conditionality. Broadly speaking, what it means is that,
whatever arises, arises from conditions. When the conditions are there
the result comes about. When the conditions are not there the result
cannot come about. The Buddha expressed in a very succinct statement:
When this is, that is.
When this arises, that arises.
When this is not, that is not.
When this ceases, that ceases.
You can apply this to a whole range of phenomena, physical and mental,
internal or external, animate or inanimate. It is just a fundamental
law that operates all the time without somebody ruling over it. That is
all inclusive. There is nothing outside it. According to the law of
conditionality based on conditions the results come about. When the
conditions are not there the results cannot come about.
I often repeat this story - how a Buddhist and a Christian may perceive
something. When I was in Perth monastery, it was raining and some
people came to the monastery with some children. They were Christian
children. Only the parents were Buddhist. I asked the children why it
is raining, and they said because God makes the rain. I said I don't
believe that. They asked me what I think about why it rains. I said
because the conditions are right for it to rain - the atmospheric
conditions, the temperature, wind and the clouds, and because
everything is right for it to rain and it rains. Not because it is
somebody's will to make it rain. This is an impersonal law, it is not
biased. Completely unbiased and fair in its operation. It operates at
the internal level too.
The law of kamma basically is that dependent on what we intentionally
do, through body, speech and mind, there will be results. The nature of
these results will be determined by the nature of the intention. If the
intention behind the action is wholesome, the result will be pleasant
or wholesome. If the nature of the action is unwholesome, the result
will be unpleasant. This is the specific application of the law of
conditionality. Dependent on the causes the result will come about.
Volition is one area of consciousness where the human mind
has the
ability to will. We can will the body to action, we can will our speech
or thought. Quite often this is the mental attribute that people
identify most strongly with as mine. If you have been meditating for
some time you will probably know what I mean. When you look into
yourself or listen to yourself, what does me identify mostly with? I
'will', so it must be me. I am the one who is doing this. I am the one
who is asking and I am the one who is answering. I can choose to stand
up or sit down. This must be me. We identify strongly with our will,
intention or volition, because it appears to be the centre. But this is
also no-self, and this is where you have to apply your attention very
carefully. Even the volition is conditioned. Why do you will something?
Why do you choose something? Why do you choose to come to the BSV and
not go somewhere else? You have a choice. There is a volition there.
That volition was conditioned by previous experience, thoughts,
feelings and previous volition etc. So that volition or choice is not
an independent thing. The choice that we make is also conditioned. Why
do you think, why do you act, and speak the way you do, the choices you
make? It is the result of past conditioning.
So even our choice (cetana), intention, or volition is kamma. This
aspect of our mind is conditioned by the past. The fundamental force
that drives us to make choices is the quest for happiness. Your
volition comes from the quest for happiness. Your experience in the
quest for happiness helps to shape your volitions, and in what
directions they will drive you. So when you have this volition,
intention to do, to speak and think, it is a force. Having spoken,
having acted, having thought, is a force set in motion. It will have
its consequences. It will shape something in the future. Immediately it
will shape the state of your mind psychologically. You think an angry
thought, or speak angrily, you will feel associated with it a negative
state of mind. Psychologically you get a reaction almost immediately.
But there will probably be other results, which can come later on,
because you have set something in motion, and that will or intention is
like sowing a seed. It will bring some growth with results and fruits.
This is the law of kamma. Each volitional act will bring results which
psychologically may be very quick, but quite often may take some time,
to come about. The Buddha said that some results come in this life and
some in future lives. The nature of the volition will determine the
nature of the result.
Now at the time of death what will happen? Imagine how strong this
force is. See it now in your life while you are living. This will or
force that animates this body to walk around, drive it for how many
years, to do this and that. Do you think at death this force will just
expire and go into nothingness? The Buddha said it does not. This
force, this volition which is kamma, at the time of death will in
itself, just like any other force, cause the arising of a new conscious
moment, as it does in the present existence. Consciousness is an
arising and a ceasing. It is flowing, but that does not mean it is
smooth. It is always arising and ceasing. Every conscious state of mind
is flicking into existence and passing away. If you pay attention you
can see that.
At the time of death as the mind ceases, the last ceasing consciousness
in this body causes the arising of consciousness in a new body, with a
new physical base. And what arises is determined by the quality of the
consciousness at the time of death. The quality of the previous
consciousness conditions the arising of the new consciousness.
Now if there is no self, if there is no one there, can this
process
really continue like this on and on? The question that is often put is,
if there is no self, the person who is going to inherit the kamma is a
different person than that who he now is. Is it not? Why should I care?
I am not going to get the results. I can do what I want. That poor guy
down the road is going to get all the results.
It is interesting as an abstract thought. You can contemplate what you
are experiencing now. Who is experiencing if there is no self? There is
still experience. There is pleasure and pain, pleasant and unpleasant
experience. There is no self, but the feeling is real, the state of
mind is real, the happiness and unhappiness is real. These are real
states of the mind though there is no self experiencing them. These
states come about from past causes. The person who caused those
conditions for the present state was you, or someone else. It does not
matter. You are experiencing it now and it is a reality.
The Buddha's teaching is that there is an individuality in this
process. The individuality of the process is there, the continuity of
the mind and body in this life, conventionally speaking. You are the
mind and the body process and there is a continuity and an
individuality of the process. It's your mind and body and not my mind
and body which continues from birth to death in this life. But there is
the same continuity and individuality into the next life. You don't get
cross wires. Your stream of mind and body does not get mixed up with my
stream of mind and body. My state of mind and body does not get mixed
up in what is in your account and vice versa. It stays in each person's
account. There is a continuity in this stream of mind and body and this
is the law of kamma. The individuality is there but there is no
individual in it. So what you do now will bring about results down the
road.
Who will experience it?
You will be there just as much as you are here now. You are
here now
just as much as you were present in this stream 100 years ago or a
thousand lifetimes ago. You were just as much you then, as you are now.
And as long as you are this stream now you will be the same stream a
thousand lifetimes in the future.
What is the experiencing?
There is the pleasure, there is pain, there is suffering and happiness.
How do you feel about pain and suffering now? It is not liked by
anyone, whether it is you or another. It is the same a thousand
lifetimes before, as now. The relationship with the experience is the
same. No one likes pain. Even though there is no you like a constant
personal entity in this stream, still there is this relationship that
pain and unhappiness is not wanted. It is difficult to bear. So we
don't create conditions that bring about this suffering. The person who
is sitting here now is not completely different from the person who
came here last week, but not completely the same person either.
Dependent on the past the present is, dependent on the present the
future will be. So the idea of kamma simply implies that the way we
live, what we do intentionally, volitionally, will have consequences.
Not as punishment, not as reward. There is none who punishes,
and none
who rewards. That is because it is a law of nature, the law of
conditionality. Volitional action will bring about results, and the
nature of the results is determined by the nature of the volitional
action. If it is positive it will bring about positive results, and of
course if negative, unhappy results will follow and our relationship to
the pleasant or unpleasant experience will be the same in the future as
it is now. We do not want to be with that which is unpleasant. So the
Buddha encourages over and over again, to cultivate good kamma.
Feel what you feel now, and you will know the importance of
planting
the right seed for the future. There is no contradiction at all in the
teaching of anatta and kamma. They flow together very well because of
the law of dependent origination and the law of kamma. That is why it
works the way it does, without anybody ordering it. It is orderly by
its very nature. Any teaching that has got the teaching of kamma could
be expected to sow the seeds of goodness. Any teaching which denies the
law of kamma would open the door to irresponsible selfishness because
you can get away with it.
So this is considered the basic quality of a religion or philosophy,
which will bring about good social structure and personal relationship,
good moral standards, good virtuous upright living. It does not matter
whether people have different religious beliefs, if they have the law
of kamma by whatever word they call it, they can live together. It does
not contradict with the law of anatta. Because there is no one driving,
no one in the driver's seat, the laws operate and everything is
orderly. No punishment, no reward, on favours, just orderly.