From the archives of some theosophical e-mail lists.
Date: Mon, 15 Jul 2002
--- In UniversalSeekers@y..., Miguel
You may find it interesting that this question of
yours is used in Zen
as the means for attaining enlightenment. The trick is to
question and not accept any answer which is intellectual or which can
expressed in words. If purely intellectual insights come to
by rejecting them and going back to the question you eventually arrive
at an understanding which transcends discursive reasoning and which
be communicated with words or signs. In
In his book THE THREE PILLARS OF ZEN, Kapleau roshi quotes his teacher, Yasutani roshi to the effect that all the koans are really just ways of banging against your mental barrier to enlightement with the question "Who?" In time those barriers are said to weaken, and then you come to enlightenment. Unfortunately when you know the Answer, since it is not intellectual you cannot share it with anybody. As the old Chinese proverb says:
He who knows does not speak.
Anyway, that might assist you in putting your current experience in perspective.